Saturday and its up for breakfast with my partner on the patio. With food and morning meds out of the way my partner and I go to the garden centre butchers to buy meats and other goodies to eat in the warm weather that is coming. Once home I sort out some things for my eldest daughters birthday on Monday. The afternoon starts with a shared lunch with my partner taken on the swing seat in the garden. A lazy time before I return to the house and prepare the cottage pie evening meal.

A friend sends me a picture of the tattoo she has had done today to celebrate her and her partners fortieth wedding anniversary. It is a really good Japanese inspired tattoo. Her partner also has a similar one. I spend my evening watching the Commonwealth Games and an interesting western where everyone apart from the two children die. I draft the blog and think abut whether I am any further forward in thinking about what stage of my cancer journey is at. I still do not really know so the “what is this?” question is still very much a live question for me. I take my meds and go to bed.