Saturday, it took me till 10:30 in the evening to look at my latest blood test results. My reluctance was justified. My PSA has risen exponentially. It makes my mind up for me. I need intervention as soon as possible.

Coincidently the oncologists summary of my last review arrived. It laid out the options very clearly. So when I read the blood results I did it in the the context of the review.

There is nothing I need to write now for this day. All I need to do is get to Tuesday’s oncology review and decision day. Now its all about focus and action.