CHEMO II DAY 379

Fight, by choosing what is possible.

Friday and I find myself up at 5 o’clock unable to sleep. I get up and go through my new rising routine and go to the lounge to see if I can nap before the day starts. For a couple of hours I doze fitfully. I eventually shake a leg get into so day clothes, take my morning meds and have breakfast, which my partner made for me. I am feeling fatigued so try to activate myself a bit. My first stab at this is to read the meters and submit the readings for June. A small task but a start. Once again I get hooked by The Post Office Enquiry where the Fujitsu expert witness continues to be scrutinised and chopped into small pieces. Of all the decisions I took when I was working, staying away from going into court and trying to mix it with the lawyers was a very good one. Part two of trying to get going was to begin the drafting of the blog.

I’ve blown it. It’s 10pm and I’m knackered. I’ve done some odd jobs but mostly tried to rest, but I’m still so tired. I’ve already taken my night meds and end the blog for the day.

Keeping it simple.