Saturday and it drugs wallet filling time to see me through the next two weeks. So after a lean breakfast and a bit of a tidy up I sit down and perform my fortnightly drugs wallet filling chore. Its a fiddly chore but part of the organisation I’ve built around me to keep me going when things are tricky and I need to keep things simple.

My partner has gone to have her hair done so I start the blog for the day and get myself organised, there is food shopping to be done when my partner returns. On my partners return we go to a nearby garden centre for lunch and some chat. After a pleasant time we drive to the next garden centre where we food shop.

The late afternoon is spent watching the six nations rugby internationals, which takes me through to the evening, tea and more Jonathon Creek. As the evening goes on I feel my energy ebb away, until I take my chemo meds and take myself off to bed. Its been a reasonable day, and I need more of these to build my confidence back. It will take time and a few sessions back training again so its a longer term process.