DVT DAY 97

Today was all garden, walking and The Last Kingdom, but a late start to the day meant I forgot to take my drugs this morning. I discover this as I go to take my night drugs. I think sometimes I unconsciously forget the drugs in an attempt to pretend I do not have cancer. It is a delusion for I can never walk away from the fact that I have cancer, much in the same way that if I was black I could not walk away from that either. I suppose that holds good for anyone who is different enough to be a target of others disapproval, distaste or pity. The difference is that I do not have a visual identifier, in fact I look well, so I am told. I am tired and going to bed.