AS GOOD AS IT GETS PHASE DAY 307

DVT DAY 322

A.G.A.I.G DAY 307

Sunday the anniversary of mine and my partners Civil Partnerships. The day starts with coffee and chat and moves onto breakfast but only after I have weighed myself in.

92. 3 Kilos

Another reduction in flab, good news, I have earned my rest day and my Sunday treat at the evening meal. We sit to breakfast and despite conversations about not doing gifts my partner bushwacks me with a romantically folded book and a large Panetone. It will be my weekend treat at dinner. We do face time with my youngest daughter as the snow falls heavily, well heavily for Leicester. In a moment of curiosity I swapped the rug in the lounge for a larger one we had in store. The effect is universally approved and we decide to stay with the change.

The rest of the day is a gluttony of football where I watch my team beaten and my preferences dashed. As the snow fell around my dissapointment I became reckless and turned to crisps. At the end of the afternoon I prepare a chicken one pot with red wine stock and a hint of cayenne.

The evening meal goes well and I finnish off with the surprise panetone. The rest of the evenning is David Attenborough followed by TV dross that frees me to write the blog. Tomorrow I have work to do and a training routine to get back to, with its the challenges of rejecting the sweet things I like but that feed my cancer. I find survival is based on denial and physical discipline. The mental side is easy, its what I instruct myself to do and on what I hold my word on. And of course doing what the Pixies tell me to.

I shall end this day with a restorative bath full of bath bomb bliss. Tomorrow my head will be clear and my senses keen to see and hear a new day.

“… and it will be good enough”